If...your mother cares she should not force you stay. My mother did the same damn thing with my father in my teenage years, wanting me to stay for her and my brother >.> It's selfish but looking after yourself comes first in such an environment. Of course my saying this wont change anything, it's your choice what you do. And if you were achually willing to speak of why you left perhaps your friend's parents would be willing to help?


I have to tell my parents i am moving out, go STRESS.

-- Edited by LionHeart on Tuesday 14th of July 2009 12:53:44 PM

Ah, Roxas, that reminds me of my friend. D: *huggles*

I'm currently stressing over my last year of high school. And I haven't even started it yet! *slams head on wall* Four more weeks, four more weeks.  I do NOT want to think about college right now, thank you, father,  so stop sending me things related to colleges.  The last time you did, I freakin lost it. <3  I want to focus on my classes and you know, actually graduating.

*grabs a blanket and goes to curl up with Riku*

-- Edited by Riku on Wednesday 15th of July 2009 04:14:14 AM

-- Edited by Riku on Wednesday 15th of July 2009 04:14:47 AM

I would, Nath, but her family is screwed up as is, and I dislike being a burden. She's got her own problems, and some of them are things I'd rather not be involved in.

I'm glad I've got a little while to go before I start thinking of things like university. Another year of high school before I have to do much. And even then, I still want to go to Japan for a year after school on exchange. But yeah, if not, it's technical college for me, for a crash course in Sound Engineering.

Holy shiz, I'm up early.

That's about the time I got my college recruitment in the mail. I find it amusing sometimes, though, when they send me stuff for the army and stuff. Cause that is just so not me. xD
But my father is just...'you should think about this.' 'what are you doing about college?' 'you should go do a tour.'

...*slams head*

*huggles Nath* :3
*curled up with Riku still*

-- Edited by Riku on Wednesday 15th of July 2009 12:16:01 PM

*snerk* Oh yeah, I remember getting the military recruitment stuff... I think I even got a call or two from the National Guard or something. XD

However, if you're starting senior year in the fall, this really IS the time to do tours of prospective colleges/unis, since you generally will be putting in your applications around December/January. Also? Quite often, if you do a tour of a college, they'll waive the application fee (which is generally anywhere from $30-60). Even if you're undecided on where you want to go or what you want to go for, it's a good idea to visit some different campuses just to see what you do/don't like. /advice-lecture-thing

Urm... I'm currently blanking on everything right now.... let me get back to you on that.

Zexion, we are NOT talking about the pencil that stabbed me in the face. That pencil was vicious, I tell you! It was just waiting for Finals to weaken my defences and then attempt to FEED ON THE TASTY BRAINS TURNED TO MUSH!!

...*achem!* right. Moving on. ¬_¬

*big big hugs for Roxas and Nathy with the troublesome parentals* *also big hugs for Sephiroth and his kitty* *hugs for Riku and Nathy for school stress* *hugs for Zexion* That's a lot of hugs.

Also... no vampires. Especially not stupid, freaking SPARKLY vampires. Gods, I remember when vampires used to be cool... back in the 80s... non-emo, non-sparkly, bad-@$$ vampires. Who rode motorcycles. *nods* Oooh Lost Boys... .... ... oh gods that was more that two decades ago... T_T

I feel old... like Vexen.

-- Edited by Frozen Scholar on Wednesday 15th of July 2009 03:27:52 PM

It's true, I'm telling you! It wanted to feast on my brains! @_@
and yes, the finals then were horrible. And the crazy girl next door was in my Japanese class. And I really couldn't look her in the face after that time I heard her having... "fun" times with her boyfriend through the wall. *shudders*

Trauma is knowing the intimate dirty details of your classmates smex lives. True facts.

*hugs Zexion* alas! our movies.. our music... oh man, I almost cried yesterday when Enter Sandman came on the oldies station.  Metalica!  on the OLDIES!   T_T

Aw, it's fine, Nath. I'm pretty much brain dead when it comes to RPing as well. My muse crawled into a hole and died.

Yay~hugs.
I'm planning on doing some tours later on in the year. I'm already accepted into the small community college, so I can take classes during my senior year. Yay for not having to take math~

I miss the old Bad-@$$ vampires. ;^; Now it's always Edward this and Edward that. Why? WHY?! D:

-- Edited by Riku on Wednesday 15th of July 2009 10:35:51 PM

Right then I might as well close that thread then...

Advertising complete again. My hands hurt, 50+ LJ communities is crazy. I am going to go flail and die now.

Nathy has Demyx Pettings! *Purrs*


And yes indeed, We needs more peoples!

Haha, True Blood! Real Vampires. Mind you, I have yet to watch the rest of it. Damn brother got me stuck on Reaper, yet again.

When I hear the name Edward, I relate it to Edward Scissorhands. The best movie since forever!

And the sixth Harry Potter movie comes out soon in Australia. Yes, I like Harry Potter. Epic books, though the last one sucked.

I loved HP. I still really like it. HP is out here now.

I HATED book 6 lol.

I happened to like 7....despite the repetitiveness, the fanfic likeness and the fact she killed off my fave characters so now I'm left with 2 I actually like :L. Mind you I only liked about 7 of them.

Hah I love HP but I have yet to finish book 7 ... >__O I'm to the point where I just need to start over fresh and plow through it. *sigh*

Speaking of vampires... Gods, I miss Moonlight. That was a GOOD show. And then it got cancelled because it actually had a PLOT... and GOOD vampires. *pouts*

*pokes the holes in Vexen's plot*

*snerk* There was a Harry Potter fanclub at my college. It was hilariously awesome and nerdy. XD

*hugs* Yay someone else who watched and loved it! I can't believe the reruns of it are on SciFi already! Plot-driven shows = DO WANT.

Good, Sephy's kitty is okey *Hugs the Seph and his kitty*

No one knows this at all ^_~

And thanks for the change in the character availability and damn that was spelled so wrong. I don't care, I am off to bed!

And if Reno reads this...don't kill Kallion, he's just a haughty son of...

-- Edited by LionHeart on Friday 17th of July 2009 01:18:28 PM

Icky >.> Don't like close minded people.

I has Gifts! I have uploaded these for a friend  (Crabofdoom on Yaoi gallery, he is making me a sketch of Vincent in return!) but you guys can grab them too!

Soundtracks!


Dirge - http://www.sendspace.com/file/p2cm47


Dissidia - http://www.sendspace.com/file/havx6x


Before Crisis - http://www.sendspace.com/file/3x5gd3


FF7 Lost tracks - http://www.sendspace.com/file/3jvb29



-- Edited by LionHeart on Friday 17th of July 2009 01:54:23 PM

Close-minded people rule my town.

Reminds me of me and my cousin. We had a billion and one arguments during my one week stay in Sydney. I dislike his attitude towards gays and he has no idea what I see in them. Then there were issues about me and my imagination, my liking for stuffed animals, my habit in reading books, not being interested in sport, not being able to rollerskate, wanting my brother to help clean, not laughing at my brother because he's hurt... The list goes on.

Other than that, we get along fine. xD

Thankies Nath! I lost the link that Cloudy-kins gave me a while back for that massive list of FF soundtracks. Do you happen to have it?

I just downloaded the Dissidia one and it's perfectly fine. I have a bunch of game music sitting around here on discs.. I can't do massive uploads but if you see one or two you like..

 http://xigbar.livejournal.com/8672.html

I need to update though, I got KH: Piano Collections and KH 358/2 Days recently.

Nice Lion <.<;;;

>.> Stupid touch pad is broken again

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Oooooooo LION! Hehe the Dragon is my favourite XD

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Why would I want to kill Kallion??

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It has been a long weekend. Mum thinks its strange I'm not interested in Uni. I used to want to go. Now, not so much lol.

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Ahhhh Religion. My friend and I got into an arguement after which we both decided it was safer if we didn't speak on the matter at all, so if it does come up she either leaves or I keep my trap shut =D

I ain't religious but if I have to pick I usually say I'm Protestant rather than agnostic or athiest. I do believe in God though but I can't name the testements or the phrase thingys...oh that was terrible - Phrase thingys?

8D I don't know why religion has reminded me on this but I don't understand what SNP think they'll achieve by Scottish independence. OH great...now the English realise we don't particularly like them (although I've liked every English person I've met). What do they think is going to happen? Scotland's going to be great and glorious? PLeeeaassseeeeee. Westminster slashed our budget and now the schools have NO money at all. Yes its going great...

And of the things on high priority...why does the SNP want a Scottish representative at EUROVISION? when the whole point is about unity and friendly rivalry?

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Oh and heehehehehehehehe P Diddy. He can't have a clue that his name is amusing to us. LMAO. No one should call themselves Diddy.

Spend all your time waiting,
For that second chance,
For a break that would make it OK

There's always some reason
To feel not good enough
And it's hard at the end of the day

I need some distraction
Or beautiful release
Memories seep from my viens
and let me be empty and weightless and maybe
I'll find some peace tonight

In the arms of the angel
Fly away from here
In this dark cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you fear

You are pulled fromt he reckage
of your silent reverie
You're in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort here

So tired of the straight life
and everywhere you turn
There's vultures and theives at your back

The storm keeps on twisting
keep on building the lies
that you make up for all that you lack

don't make no difference
escape one last time
its easier to believe
and this sweet madness oh this glorious sadness
that brings me to my knees

in the arms of the Angel
Fly away from here
From this dark cold hotel
And the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the reckage
Of your silent Reverie

You're in the arms of the Angel
May you find some comfort here
You're in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort here




I do love this song.

I'm feeling really lazy right now. Sorry for no reply yet Reno.

Yah ambition has gone down the toilet >.>